Thursday, January 27, 2011

Day 5

My mood's a little better today. Got some procedures done at work, which is fulfilling.

But still unhappy as ever


Call from a friend, she seems to be going through the same thing. A phase, maybe?

Life is not suppose to be THIS hard. It is just not suppose to be this hard.

I like my work, I don't like the fear.

I don't like the patronizing atiitude.

I don't mind the hours on an on call day, but the rest of the days: I want time to myself.

and the PAY SUCKS. At least, if I got paid for the hours I put in, I'd be happy.


Meera says we should open a restaurant. Maybe we should


if workwas the only problem, maybe I'd be able to handle it


I'm dealing with all the other issues.

A friend, a person I care so much for is going distant....Maybe it's for the better, maybe it needs some getting used to

Why do I fall in love with people who don't feel the same way.

It's sucky. It's humiliating and embarrassing.

But i've told myself. As long as he is happy. Always.


What do I really want to do?


Anonymous Anonymous said...

"It Gets Better", Is time to move on.
I can do it, I am sure u can too.

2:40 pm  

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